You Make Me the One I am Today.

MONIQUE:ALEXANDRA:BROWN- You are the number one top bestie. I love you so much. I love how I can completely be myself when I'm around you. When I'm with you, I forget that I'm sad or mad or unhappy. I remember all those times that we snuck out together, and went night swimming..Or when we stayed up untill 5 in the morning that ONE time!(: I like that you put up with my crap when Im PMS-ing, LOL. Thank you for everything. ILOVEYOU!

ALIZE,RENEE,HIGGINS-We've only known each other since third grade, but it feels like it could be forever.(: We are like Ying and Yang together. We can tell what each other are thinking just by looking at each other. We've had so many good times together, like the time that we went to the mall..Do you remember that creepy guy that was watching us? haha! We can have fun just being together, not doing anything at all. Thats why you will always be my bestie! Thanks for being there. I<3YOU!

ASHLEY;NICOLE;BROOKS- I'm not quite sure what to say about you. We are so much alike its crazy. We're like sisters(: I feel like I cna tell you anthing. I'll always be there for you. And no matter how big my mouth is, I'll always be there for you (P.S. I would never tell your secrets, sisters don't do that). I hope we can stay friends forever. Keep your head high and don't llisten to those jealous ones; ILOOOVEYOU&MIIISSSYOU*(:

MICHAELA*ANN*LAMPKIN- We've been through some tough times together, I know, but I just want to let you know, that your one of the most fun people I know. When ever your around, I'm laughing. Thanks for all the LOL's (: I know we dont hang out much anymore, but i thought you deserved a space in this entry because of how much you used to help me! YOUR THE BESTESS!*(:ily

                                                         Now, on to the guys.*(;

ETHAN.aka.MOONCRICKET- I know we just started talking, but we've already been through so much together. Thank you for all the advice and support. You've been here for me for less than a month, but its been a good couple of weeks. *(:ILOVEYAMAN!

JOSE.bka.TACOBENDER- Things may be weird and dramatic right now, but that won't change things between us. And I know that I may have screwed things up now, I'm sorry.(: Forgive me for it please. Don't blame him, it's all my fault. And remember, theres always highschool*(: ILOVEYOU!!

just.ADRIAN- I'm not sure what to say about you yet, but you've been there for me too. Thanks for that. I'm glad that I replied to that first note (: Your a great friend, and so much more. THANKYOU! I, uhh, yeah , k.bye*(;

CHRISTOPHER(:COMARGO- OHMYGOODNESS! Me and you have had some crazy times, and even though it's a little weird between us now, ILOVEYOU! Your awesome. You give good advice which I'm always in need of. And I think its sweet the way you can ALWAYS tell when theres something wrong with me. ILOVEYOU so much sweetie...d: hah(:


THANKYOUGUYS~so much for everything! You'll always have my support and help in everything you do.
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                                 ILOVEYOU

The Eternal Weeks!

Every couple of weeks, I have to go to my Dad's house for a whole week straight, when usually I would only go over here every other weekend. The weeks seem so long to me, but only too short to everyone over here. I'm at my Dad's house right now, and this week seems to be dragging on for forever. I got here Saturday evening, which was only filled with fun. But during these past few days, they seem to be eternal...They just won't end. It's just so crazy over here. The kids, the house is always a mess in result of the kids, some one is always wanting me to play or watch a show with them. But the fact is, the idea of coming over here makes me feel tired, like I don't want to do anything. Right now, I just want to go home...only so I can leave again.

                 JOANCHRISTINE<3
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*He's not stealing Cinderella, *so you dont have to be cleaning that gun.

Daddy,
As much as I love you, and always will, your uptight.(: I believe I only have the courage to say that because you'll probably never be reading this. But I'm not your little girl anymore. As hard as that maybe to admitt to yourself or anyone else, its very true. Another truth that you'll never want to admitt about any of your girls, is that were going to like boys. And in my case, I probably started a little earlier than most. But the fact is, I like a boy. And I'm currently in a relationship with him. He's a good guy. He's cute and sweet and funny and, most importantly, he respects my desicions. I know that it might be a bit much to ask, but keep an open mind. Oh, and, uhh, CHILL OUT! Theres nothing to freak out about. I'm not getting married. It's harmless dating. (: Now, I'm DEFINATELY not asking you to meet him, I'm just letting you know that I made the right choice with this one, and I'm in good hands.
                              ILOVEYOU DADDY!*(:

                              sigh,
                                      Now if only I could get him to read this."/

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!!! the NEW and IMPROVED, Joan Christine-*(:

I'v changed since the last time I blogged.
I'v gotten highlights.
I'v left you for reasons unsaid.
I'v gotten a new man.
He's older, more mature, but still respects my decisions. He's foreign, which is always cute*(:,.
I think that my life is going to be better without you. But different, even bad in some ways, without you.
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Some things are better left un-said...Understand that?

Im sorry that we're over. Im sorry I didnt answer all your questions. But if I could only tell you one thing, it would be that...well my feelings have changed. Thats it. No more to it. Just don't forget me. You may like some other girl now, but trust me when I say there will be no other boy like you. Just don't forget that you told me you loved me..<3 Im sorry, really, truely, sorry.


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